失 眠

失 眠
是 痛 苦 的
1.00a.m
3.00a.m
5.00a.m
7.00a.m
是 压 力
是伤 心 的 事
是 打 击吗
5 年 来
我 的第 一 次 失 眠
很 伤
很 累
我自 己 也 很 痛
我 明 白 的
9.00 a.m
我 会 keep on 努 力 的

努力

努力是我前进的力量
我知道我不是万能的
没有胜利条件的优点
没有别人的优势
但
我只相信一个信念
我要努力
我是可以的
一个信念会推动我
会让我去付出
我要努力
无论功课上，
私事上
生活上

我会
努力的付出
可能不会成功得到想要的
可能没有人会看到我默默的付出
至少我可以讲 我是有努力去 付 出

为了家人
爱 人
朋 友
自 己
梦 想
我 会 努 力 的

suddenly

suddenly i fell so desperate
suddenly everything is not as what i expected
suddenly i feeling hurt
i don know why i let my negative attitude to control my mind
just feel depressed
then suddenly sad memory appear in my mind
which made me even down.

i knew i must be strong , but I suddenly lack of motivation
may be i just don want other peoples to worry for me
perhaps nothing should be blame,
just blame all is from myself,
perhaps, this is a human weakness,
where feeling is so suddenly which made a people feel even down

'a doctor will sure be miserable if he can cure his patients
but he can not cure his own illness.'
suddenly i just hope that it is going to be rain
so that the rain can wash away the pain
and let the sad memory to go away.

God, i dare not to expect anythings from U,
just hope that God can give me Guidance and give me
Strength to be strong.